Monday, November 7, 2016

Kāmākhyā’s Command at Devīpuram



“Listen!” Kāmākhyā said, “Here I am residing with Ānanda Bhairava (Śiva in his happy mood). As I am happy, I want to bless the devotees with the same happiness!

So many centuries ago there were celebrations and happy rejoicing in this place of worship (Devīpuram) with yajñas, Vedic chant, and many offerings in the fire. This place was invigorating to the people who visited here. It gave devotees religious fervor and filled their minds with total and supreme blissful Consciousness (cid-ānanda-paripūrṇa-prakāśam).

This place once again needs to be made into a place of religious worship, and it is you who will help me to do it! You have to carry the task of rediscovering this place!

The social scene is highly polluted now. Many have become slaves of materialism which turns away from Self-realization. They are like the Creator who fell in love with His own creation.

The act of union in love, as the root of Creation, has become ridiculed into lust and egoistic passion, since the divinity of Love is lost in the temporary act of satisfying momentary egoistic needs (indriya prakopam). Therefore atheists sneer when śṛṅgāra (loving for love’s sake) is mentioned anywhere.

All these misconceptions, greed, and falsehood are making life miserable. Because of such behavior people lose peace and hence cannot find happiness. This so-called ‘right social behavior’ is actually causing unease and misery.

All this should change!

Before these arrogant people degrade even further, they must be taught or reminded of the easy, comfortable, genuine way of life — so that they can become happy and have enough time to think beyond egoistical concerns. Reach out to those who are fortunate enough to help themselves!


The institution of marriage can be taken as an example. People, through generations and time immemorial, believed in marriage with a different understanding. Ancient marriages of love sanctified religious duties. Now marriages have become mere acts of egoistical convenience and gain.

Hence one should not impose bondage on the couple. In ancient times it was a way of life. Now it has become a loveless contract.

It is time for people to understand the beauty and comfort of co-existence, to bring children who are happy, well-behaved, self-satisfied, and altruistic. This is the need of modern time.


Śṛṅgāra is nothing but preparation or getting ready for union in love, also decorating oneself in the most beautiful and appealing way (what the present generation calls “makeup”).

In ancient times Love was one of the sixty-four arts of life (catuḥṣaṣṭi kalās) that one should know for successful and happy living. Nowadays the word is translated as lust, which demeans this art to its lowest degree.

Śṛṅgāra is known in ancient literature as Kāmakalā. It resides in the Mūlādhāra Cakra, coming down via Suṣumṇā Nāḍī as a Vaikharī Śabda. Through it a person is identified with Earth. This type of planned creation and its execution is beautiful and ecstatic.


In the human body Mūlādhāra is the seat of creation. From the Supreme Void, Supreme Consciousness identifies itself as Sun and Moon energy and also Fire energy and enters the human body through Suṣumṇā.

Mūlādhāra works through the South Pole on Earth, and in the solar system through Saturn. Mūlādhāra is a four-petaled lotus where each petal represents one Veda or one side of Earth.

Here, on Earth, in its bīja (seminal) form rides an elephant holding an infant in Her lap. This infant is none other than Lord Śiva Himself. Therefore we are called “Bāṭukas.”

The elephant is Airāvata. Airāvata is the vāhana of Indra, which means “lightning.” When two heavy clouds rub, lightning is generated. This represents inherent electrical discharge — the imminent seed of Earth.

Mūlādhāra is also the seat of Svayambhū in Liṅga rūpa (self-created phallus). It has the red form. This is the subliminal aura manifesting from homogeneous Consciousness (Parā Śakti). It is static energy of Lord Īśvara — self-created, yet creating everything. This is the truth of life and also the duality of creation.




At Kāmākhyā (Devīpuram) the Goddess appeared like this: a water hole six feet deep with Śivaliṅga, surrounded by a triangle. This confirms it as a representation of the Mūlādhāra center.

Here Devī appeared as Universal Creation, Universal Mother (Yoni), Universal Father (Liṅga), the seat of all creation (Viśva Yoni).

Hence there is no place for lust here. Only controlled divine behavior exists.

Śṛṅgāra control in love-play is something common people may not understand. It seems an oxymoron, but it was traditional behavior of Ṛṣis.

When this happens, materialistic approach disappears. Love is expressed and experienced in a controlled manner. Control means more energy.

Energy in Mūlādhāra travels upward through Suṣumṇā toward Viśuddhi Cakra, transforming into positive kinetic energy, then further toward Sahasrāra where it becomes light energy, manifesting as halo or aura.



“Viśukra-prāṇa-haraṇa Vārāhī vīrya-vanditā” — Lalitā Sahasranāma

Viśukra and Viśaṅga are commanders of Bhaṇḍāsura, representing roots of sin. Viśukra misleads sexuality toward prostitution and lust. Viśaṅga supports this.

Vārāhī destroys them by controlling sexual energy and directing it toward Viśuddhi and Sahasrāra. Conserved śukra (semen) energy evolves to higher levels.


Humanity is in need of direction. They need a leader to lead them to the righteous path.

I am here with this explicit purpose.
I need a tool to fulfill this job.
You are the tool.

I will be with you.

Society will ridicule you, disbelieve you, criticize you, your methods, and even the concept. They may get angry, try to punish you, put you behind bars, or even try to kill you.

Why are you afraid? You are already encaged by buddhi, ahaṅkāra, and ego.

Are you afraid of death? This is not your first birth nor your last. One more death — how does it matter?

Be brave and enterprising.
Take the job and be my tool.
I will lead you.

Come with me!
We shall work together.

This place will soon become a religious citadel which will protect and improve the spiritual and mental health of people.





The Inner Guru and the Authority of Direct Experience




I experienced many things: I saw 10–20 of my previous lives; expansion of time — during one night I lived a whole life... various things like that. But it is much better for you to have your own experience.

You need to have a Guru who can help you to cope with difficulties. Fortunately, in my case it happened that it was a Guru inside me, so I didn’t need to go anywhere. And I wish to communicate with you in a way in which you can get connected to your inner Guru. That will be the most appropriate thing I can do for you: not to give you an Experience directly, but the means to get this experience is what is the subject of discussion.

Ritual is one way, meditation is another way, yoga is another, tantra is another... there are so many ways and you have to choose the right path. When the time is right, Guru comes to you. And Guru is inside of you — your own effort is your Guru.

What I am trying to say is: don’t accept blindly what others say (including myself). Depend on yourself. Your experience is ultimate.

Make efforts to eliminate your bondage; God will come Himself and remove them all. To get everything, Guru’s grace is necessary, followed by your untiring effort. How to gain grace? Grace will be proportional to effort on sādhana.

Darshanam of Goddess: When Devi Walked with Guruji


First time in Devīpuram, when Guruji was blessed by the Goddess, She appeared to him as a sixteen-year-old beautiful maiden. He was dumbfounded and stood transfixed. She smiled at him and beckoned him to do the necessary pūjā to the guest of honour, Herself.

“There is nothing here! No drop of water! What can I offer you?!” — he questioned Her. As he was completing his sentence there was a sudden cloudburst! With that water he offered Her Arghyam (water to drink), Pādyam (water to wash Her feet), and did the pūjā. She was pleased! He was satisfied and choked with happiness.

The grace and Her aura filled the Universe. The beauty of Her smile and Her attire is beyond imagination of the common human mind. It was so bright... it felt as if the Universe draws its light from the radiance emanated. She accepted Guruji’s offerings and took his hand in Her hand. The rain continued. They walked together in the rain. Goddess was leading, while Guruji was in a trance. Jīvātma and Paramātma together — they came down the hillock and moved towards the future Śrī Meru temple.

Just like one who is walking in sleep, not knowing where and how, Guruji walked with Her. He had no identity of his own. He became one with Her! He is Her! She is him! He is insignificant, minuscule, in the hands of the Great Power that is the Supreme Leader — taking him into the luminescent worlds one by one.


He was praying to Her:

“Please! I would like to be with you! A part of you! One with you! The happiness of this blissful state is all I want! Nothing else would be important to me anymore. Your love! Your tenderness! Your kindness! They are drenching me in a torrent of Amṛta. This is what I want! How can you be so benevolent to me?! This is beyond everything I expected! This is what I live for! For without life I cannot experience this. This experience I want to relish for many lives of my future! Please Mother! Let me!”

His physical being became nonexistent. His mind and soul were dancing with inexplicable joy! He was conversing with Her. They reached the Śrī Meru temple site. There, as he observed in his transcendental state of happiness, She left him slowly, gradually, and silently as he was standing there in awe. She is like a lightning, enlightening everything around, and then disappeared. She has gone! But the experience lived with him.

Sri Vidya — Initiation as Awakening Collective Power



Transferring power to imagine, nourish, and manifest an environment which supports your vision is initiation. It happens by making you understand your true potential. There is no higher purpose than to know the sleeping powers you have and that you can reinvent your destiny by tuning into the universal mind. The transmitter of such powers is the Guru; the receiver is the disciple.

Dissolve matter into spirit is the theme song of Śrīvidyā. It starts explaining concepts of solidity and shape, the identity = ego we are taught to assume. It proceeds in seven steps:

  1. Solid

  2. Liquid

  3. Fire

  4. Air

  5. Space

  6. Time

  7. Unknown

The first step, moving from solid to liquid, meaning shape to shapelessness, is described as Gaṇapati in the tradition of Śrīvidyā. The ritual makes a paste of impurities connected to the idea of my body. With mantra repetition, spoon after spoon of perfumed water is poured over a pyramid, a symbol of spirit encased in a body. Your actions dissolve the pyramid, and you experience flowing out of your body, an ecstasy. Along with the body, the individual consciousness dissolves into collective consciousness.

Let me explain. Let us suppose that we place four pyramids in a big plate, and four of us do this ritual together. Initially each pyramid (each of us) contains its own awareness. As the pyramids dissolve, the awarenesses leak out and in the end, they all become one.

What have we achieved? Four separate persons have become one single person. The idea of this person contains all the ideas of all of us. So you know the thoughts of the remaining three of us as your own thoughts. We don’t have to tell them to you.

The first step in Śrīvidyā is giving the mantra of Gaṇapati. Why? To enlarge your ideas of who you are. To let the people you know support your ideas, and you support theirs. If n people become one, the power each one has is n(n−1). If ten persons become one, each of them gets ninety times more power than they have now. The power increases exponentially. The happiness increases similarly. Ease of solving problems increases similarly. Problems which loomed large become trivial now.

The key is to tune into collective consciousness, to be able to read the mind of Goddess Nature. The ideas rising in the collective are not exactly the same as the ideas in fragmented minds. So there is no risk of wanting the wrong thing.

If we want to transform a world having 5000 million people, we need only the square root of that number of people. What is it? Square root of 5000 is 70, and that of a million is a thousand. So 70,000 people can decide to change the world and own the power to do it. Together we can change the society. Individually I have very little influence.

Sri Vidya — From Desire to Identity (Advaita in Practice)


What is Śrīvidyā?

Śrīvidyā is understanding how this world came to be, and my role in it. It proves step by step that there is a collective consciousness like an ocean in which we swim like fishes, breathing in the waters of life. It also helps in understanding how a little drop can contain an ocean of which it is but a small part.

Is it important to learn it?

Śrīvidyā lets you feel the unbelievable wonder of your identity with Brahmā. Brahmā creates all our worlds with the help of Sarasvatī. She is the explosive flow of information. Brahmā is gravity which binds energy to a form. Information which can’t be bound by gravity is Sarasvatī. These are the two fields manifesting life: gravity and waves of presence, called information.

Śrīvidyā is derived from Strīvidyā (notice the extra “t”?), which means adoring nature consisting of the syllables:
s for sattva,
t for tamas,
r for rajas,
and i for desire.

Sattva means knowing, information.
Tamas means the ideas of who I am and who are my family members; in short, I and mine, which are limiting bondages.
Rajas means escaping binding, going out of boundaries of I and mine.
Desire doesn’t choose. It likes binding, gets bored of it and then likes freedom; it gets bored of it too. It keeps oscillating between sympathy and apathy.



If “t” for tamas is removed from Strī, it becomes Śrī, the wealth and pleasure of creating the world.

Śrīvidyā helps to let go of bondage to material things, and to become pure information. Adoring nature without desire is Śrīvidyā. It does not run after objects of desire, neither does it reject them. It does enjoy them when they come, but without bondage.

Śrīvidyā transforms the fiery love of passion into an affectionate love like Mother Nature, which created and cares for all living beings. It gives freedom to love all. It discovers that if you really love some person, that person’s happiness should truly be your own happiness; it can only happen in identity of the lovers.

We can appreciate Śrīvidyā as teaching that “all is one”: non-duality = Advaita in practice.

Guru Garu Katha





Sunday, November 6, 2016

Guruji Katha



Various kathā of Guruji
Collected by one of his disciples, Vikram


The complete dīkṣā nāmam given by Avadhūta Gurugaru to Devīpuram Guruji, soon after pūrṇa dīkṣā:

Advaita Amṛtānanda Paramahaṁsa Parivrājaka Ācārya Digambara Avadhūta Athivarṇāmī Śrī Lā Śrī (108 times) Mahā Maṇḍaleśvara


You can kill the lust by saturating it completely; this is the non-traditional way, the rebellious path, Kaula-mārga.


Me, world, Śiva, Śakti are all illusions. This is the greatest vidyā. I don’t exist. So I cannot be created, nor destroyed. Time, space, matter, knowledge, action don’t exist. This has been called Mokṣa.


How can you know that the world came out of you? You can see or know only if you have consciousness. What is consciousness? It is the mirror reflecting you to yourself. Because you are the world, you see the world. When you stop seeing the world as different from you, and that you are all, then you know that you can make the world you want, that you have a free will like God, that destiny is what you can create. You also know that you are the only person to consult when a decision is to be made. That makes deciding an extremely simple process.


The lowest level at which we understand the Śiva Liṅga is at the level of physical union. It is the male phallus which is called Śiva and the female yoni which is called Pārvatī. It is their union that we are worshiping. There, the union is for procreation.

At the next highest level, the fire in the navel center and the love in the heart center, their union is called Śiva and Śakti.

In the next higher level still, space is considered the womb and time is the liṅga which is moving. The universe of space and time is called the Śiva Liṅga.

All the five elements, all the ways in which we perceive, all these are considered to be liṅgas.

After these three levels, we reach the fourth and transcendent level where there is no distinction between the seer and the seen. They have become one. That is the highest form of the liṅga. It is called aliṅga. There is no liṅga there. There is no characteristic that differentiates one from the other. You are joined so totally with the world. You have absorbed the whole world into yourself and there is nothing other than you. So, to reach that state is called mokṣa.


What is consciousness? It is the mirror reflecting you to yourself.


She is the black hole — on Śavāsana Mahā Kālī.


In Devī you find the five senses which are the five arrows. These are the channels through which your mind can be disturbed. She holds them separate from the mind which is the bow. The bow and the five arrows are indeed the mind and the five senses. She holds them separately. She does not connect the arrow to the bow, which means that Devī represents the yogic state where you decouple your mind from disturbing sensory inputs. But even when this mind is decoupled from the senses, there is still another part of the mind which is the memory. The memory contains in it all the senses and it keeps on bringing these things up. All those things also have to be decoupled. The mind itself has to go. It is then that you are flowing in the cosmic awareness.


I am the one who points fingers at you and I am the one who defends you. I am the one who loves you and I am the one who scolds you. I am the one who insults you, and I am the one who compliments you. Learn to see me in the enemy and in the friend, because I exist in all.


Make your whole life a prayer.


He is a siddha luminary in the Śrīvidyā tradition. The secret Lalitā Sahasranāmam and even more secret Lalitā Triśatī were revealed to him by Hayagrīva, a form of Lord Viṣṇu. No less accomplished is his utterly beautiful wife Lopāmudrā, who is the seer of Hādīvidyā — on Agastya Muni.


 With devotion and intensity. You must be in love with Devī all the time. — on the key element to get siddhi in the mantras of the Cosmic Divine Mother


The entire creation is just a thought in the cosmic mind of Kālī.


I invoke all my gurus thru it — commenting on the Pādukā mantra of Avadhūta Gurugaru.


It’s like driving a speeding car without brakes — commenting when a disciple shared about his daily spiritual practices invoking multiple deities.


Because of recurring failures, you are losing faith. That is why it (ritual) is becoming mechanical, no feeling. Stop it for a couple of months. See if your situation improves.


Does anyone know what is enlightenment? We do not know enlightenment, but we know this life. Make heaven on earth now! That is the message of Tantra.


The last moments were constructed like this... Guruji stepped into the bathroom in the morning and then there was huge noise heard by Guru Amma (as we respectfully call his wife by), who rushed to the bathroom to see the Mahāsiddha sitting in Sukhasana, raising his finger upwards. Prior to this auspicious event of mahā samādhi, the great Guru did not even give a hint to his departure from physical realm, not even to his wife nor even to close disciples. But it was heard that Guruji did voice from past few years with few people about waiting for directive from Cosmic Mother to relieve his burden (he had single-handedly borne financial burden of building temple, solely trained and initiated disciples, etc., in spite of undergoing four heart attacks) to merge finally with Her. He, thru his mighty powers, did know the final dissolution of remaining karma (that binds one to earthly ties), and when he got the final command, with an utter dispassion (that only Sadāśiva has an unique attribute), left ...


Śakti doesn’t need Śiva; She can create numerous Śivas.


Be like a child, innocent and passionately alive in the moment.


Your aim is to raise yourself above your head, merge into that form, and experience unending spiritual orgasm, which you may call the dance of the galaxies, the dance of rising waterfalls, the divine light-and-sound show. The joy you experience will shower your whole body with a thrill you have never known before. The experience there is indescribable.


Bhakti means devotion. Bhakti Yoga is the path of devotion designed for persons in the emotional category. Generally misconstrued as a path of blind faith, superstitious belief, or mechanical ritual. People throughout the world follow all these rituals to attain God without probing into their validity.


If we are meditating upon Devī, I simply become Devī in Samādhi. As Devī receives worship by devotees, so do I. As Devī blesses people, so do I bless people. As Devī exists in all beings, so do I exist in all beings. All bodies are mine, all eyes, all hands, all feet, all skin, all senses, all experience are my experiences. There is none other than me and the Goddess of eros, and I worship myself through the union of the liṅga and yoni. Infinite intercourse with Śiva is my nature, unending orgasmic bliss is my rasa of Śṛṅgāra. Such is the experience of Samādhi. It is not void. It is not null. It is full. It transcends all life. It transcends all space and time. It is solidified knowledge, action, and desire. There is no movement in it, there is no birth, growth, or death, yet it is sum total of all possible experiences, of all life forms in all the worlds at all times.


The Guru is committed to take care of you (just like a husband/wife) as a soul mate. The real Guru, Goddess/God, speaks through the Guru, who can be either female or male. Don’t confuse the Guru with a physical form. The Guru of everyone is one and the same. And that is God/Goddess. Guru appears to different people in different forms, but the form is only a symbol. You have to look behind the symbol to the truth, and that truth is called Jagannātha. Jagat means world, Nātha means husband/wife, the husband/wife of the manifested world. The Guru is referred to as the husband/wife here, so that you can open up your body, mind, and soul without any inhibitions, for deepest truths can be learned without inhibitions.


Never be so closed-minded, because everyone is your Guru. This world exists as your Guru in many forms, until you realize that you are that.


That one thing which exists is consciousness. All forms, all space, all time, all materials, are merely forms of consciousness. That is not light, but it lights up everything for God to see. By it, objects such as Sun, Moon, stars, fire, etc., shine.


Śrīvidyā siddhi can be had only by people who have no desires. Not by others.


You will obtain everything only thru the Guru Pādukā mantra — a couple of years back at Dr. Rohira’s house in Bangalore city, Guruji impromptu listed out all the desires in my mind and then commented the above advice.