I found this triangular formation of a triangular cut in the rock that resembled Kāmākhyā, the Yoni Pīṭh. "I thought this was a good place to start, begin with" and I was looking for a confirmation.
After 4th day or 5th day I was deep in meditation and I found jingling bells of a girl's anklets moving. A huge ball of light was there that condensed into an iridescent form of the Goddess' surface. And the surface was like, you know in the Śrī Sūktam there is, "hiraṇyavarṇāṃ hariṇīṃ suvarṇa rajata srajām” – like thin threads of gold and silver – suvarṇa rajata srajām. It was made out of electric shocks that were going around, it was that form. It was a fabric, and I later connected it with the fabric of the cosmos. She looked like a 16 year old girl. She was filled with the ornaments. She wore like a bridal attire. She said "Will you do pūjā to me?” I said: "What higher fortune can I have than doing pūjā to you?"
Then She did something very unexpected. She bowed down to my feet, and I was surprised. "You're going to be a Guru, and your people are going to bow down at your feet. I am in all the people." This is the significance of that. She stared into the sky and the clouds formed around us, and then there was rain. And in the rain we walked. She took my hand and walked to the place where… "This is the place where you have to set up the Meru temple for me, I am the Mother and this is going to be the child. I am the mother Kāmākhyā and this is the child. It will have Rājarājeśvarī Lalitā Mahā Tripurasundarī at its center. It will be in the form of a Meru with all the Khaḍgamālā deities installed in their places, and everything should receive pūjā every day."
Then She took me back and I completed a pūjā and She vanished back into the rocks.
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| Śrī Kāmākhyā Nāma Stotram in Guruji's handwriting. |
Śrī Kāmākhyā Nāma Stotram
(composed by Śrī Amṛtānandanātha Saraswatī)
krīṁ
kāmākhyā kāminī kāmyā kāmakeḻitaraṅgitā |
kāmeśvaraprāṇanāḍī kuṇḍalī kāmapūjitā ||
kāmadohā kāmakalā kamanīyā kalāvatī |
kuḻāṅganā kuḻāntasthā kauḻinī kuḻayoginī ||
kuḻakuṇḍālayā kauḻamārgatatparasevitā |
kulottīrṇā kularādhyā kurukullā kuḻeśvarī ||
kuḻāmṛtaikarasikā kuḻasaṅketapālinī |
gaṇāmbā guhyakārādhyā komalāṅgī gurupriyā ||
ramā rākenduvadanā ratirūpā ratipriyā |
rahoyāgakramārādhyā rahastarpaṇatarpitā ||
raktapuṣpārcitā rājñī rāmā ramaṇalampaṭā |
viśṛṅkhalā viviktasthā virajā vīrapūjitā ||
vīragoṣṭhīpriyā vīrā viśvamātā viyatprasūḥ |
suvāsinyarcanaprītā kumārī yonighaṇṭikā ||
yonimudrā yonigamyā yoginī yonipūjitā ||
krīṁ
iti amṛtānandākhya devīpura nivāsi saṅkalita śrī kāmakhyā stotram
kāmākhyā — She Who Is Known by Desire; the Hidden Power of Desire
kāminī — She Who Desires; the Lover
kāmyā — She Who Is Desirable
kāmakeḻitaraṅgitā — She Who Is Playfully Waved by Erotic Sport
kāmeśvaraprāṇanāḍī — She Who Is the Vital Life-Channel of Kāmeśvara
kuṇḍalī — She Who Is Coiled; Kuṇḍalinī
kāmapūjitā — She Who Is Worshipped by Desire
kāmadohā — She Who Milks Desire
kāmakalā — She Who Is the Seed-Syllable of Desire
kamanīyā — She Who Is Beautiful and Attractive
kalāvatī — She Who Possesses All Arts and Powers
kuḻāṅganā — She Who Is the Woman of the Kula
kuḻāntasthā — She Who Abides Within the Kula
kauḻinī — She Who Is the Kaula Woman
kuḻayoginī — She Who Is the Yoginī of the Kula
kuḻakuṇḍālayā — She Who Dwells in the Kula Maṇḍala
kauḻamārgatatparasevitā — She Who Is Served by Those Devoted to the Kaula Path
kulottīrṇā — She Who Transcends the Kula
kularādhyā — She Who Is Worshipped in the Kula
kurukullā — She Who Is Kurukullā
kuḻeśvarī — She Who Is the Sovereign of the Kula
kuḻāmṛtaikarasikā — She Who Tastes Only the Nectar of the Kula
kuḻasaṅketapālinī — She Who Guards the Secret Signs of the Kula
gaṇāmbā — She Who Is the Mother of the Gaṇas
guhyakārādhyā — She Who Is Worshipped Through Secret Rites
komalāṅgī — She Who Has a Soft and Delicate Body
gurupriyā — She Who Is Beloved of the Guru
ramā — She Who Is Delight and Beauty
rākenduvadanā — She Whose Face Is Like the Full Moon
ratirūpā — She Who Is the Form of Erotic Love
ratipriyā — She Who Loves Rati
rahoyāgakramārādhyā — She Who Is Worshipped by Secret Ritual Sequences
rahastarpaṇatarpitā — She Who Is Satisfied by Secret Offerings
raktapuṣpārcitā — She Who Is Worshipped with Red Flowers
rajñī — She Who Is the Queen
rāmā — She Who Delights and Enchants
ramaṇalampaṭā — She Who Is Passionately Attached to Her Lover
viśṛṅkhalā — She Who Is Unbound
viviktasthā — She Who Abides in Solitude
virajā — She Who Is Stainless
vīrapūjitā — She Who Is Worshipped by Heroes
vīragoṣṭhīpriyā — She Who Loves the Assembly of Heroes
vīrā — She Who Is a Heroine
viśvamātā — She Who Is the Mother of the Universe
viyatprasūḥ — She Who Gives Birth to Space
suvāsinyarcanaprītā — She Who Delights in the Worship of Auspicious Women
kumārī — She Who Is the Virgin Goddess
yonighaṇṭikā — She Who Is the Bell of the Yoni
yonimudrā — She Who Is the Seal of the Yoni
yonigamyā — She Who Is Attainable Through the Yoni
yoginī — She Who Is a Yoginī
yonipūjitā — She Who Is Worshipped in the Yoni
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