Guru Paduka, wheel of the supreme Guru

The Guru Paduka - the Wheel of the Supreme Being; your Self - is located nine inches above your head. It is in the center pod of the Sahasrar. The feet have the letters Hasaum and Sahauh. They are surrounded by an eight-petal lotus. Each petal is abundance beyond measure, sometimes also called Ashta Lakshmis and also Sudarshana. They are filled with millions of round disks of all colors, arranged in the form of worlds in geometric patterns. By focusing your attention on any disk, you will be able to gain entry into that world, becoming its creator Brahma, sustainer Vishnu, and Dancer Siva.

The half-female, half-male form of Sakti-Siva - Ardha Nari Iswara - is standing on top of your head, facing in the same direction as you; and the feet above your head belongs to this form. In this form, the creator Siva is eternally surrounded by its own Yoni, emitting an unending, life-giving stream called Ganga. The divine form of this nectar is Time. The earthly forms of this nectar are the juices of sex. The physical orgasm loses life energy and ends in a very short time. But a spiritual orgasm has no end. It is called 'Brahma ananda', the Bliss of Creation.

The sound of this creation is like that of an ocean, "Om". Suppose there are a million people in a gathering, each talking to their neighbors. There is an ocean of sound rising from that communion. The sound of Om is like that.

Your aim is to raise yourself above your head, merge into that form, and experience unending spiritual orgasm which you may call is the dance of the Galaxies, the dance of rising water falls, the divine light-and-sound show. The joy you experience will shower your whole body with a thrill you have never known before. The experience there is indescribable. You are literally taking bath in these nectarine waters of life. It is totally free from tension, very much unlike a physical orgasm. But it satisfies a million times more. Stay in this state as long as you can; there can be no higher happiness than this.

What happens then? You are no longer in control. There is no you tobe in control. You only experience a feeling, and visions. It is like you had an intense multiple orgasm. You are thoroughly satisfied; your body has lost all weight; it is floating away without walls and ceiling being obstacles; it is being carried by rainbows; you are rising above the city where you are dwelling, the country, the oceans, the earth, beyond the Moon, the Sun; you enter the star field, the constellation of Seven Sages (Great Bear), Dhruva (the pole star), go beyond Galaxies, the worlds, and enter the abode of Mother Goddess, an Island of Jewels. Witness the playful and erotic fun and frolic, singing and dancing, and enjoying multiple partners without inhibitions.

You enter the Source of the Cosmos, Sri Yantra, in the Womb of the Divine Mother. You become a part of Her, to live in waves of beauty; Soundarya Lahari.

If I seem to be carried away in all this, it is true; I was carried away. I had no will of my own. At the will of the Mother Goddess - who loves erotic sentiments (Rati priya), because Eros is pro-life - I have put down these few thoughts for you to consider seriously and practice."

 Sri Amritananda Natha Saraswati